Love

OK. So I've never had the best luck in love but this is ridicules. I truly am madly irrevocably in love with my best friend. Who just happens to be leaving for the army in January. I'm not sure if its because he really likes me or because we're going to only see each other one month out of every year but hes really being affectionate....more than usual. I'm really not understanding it but i really do miss him. Hes the last thing I think about before I go to sleep and the first i think about in the morning.
I really don't know what to do. I think I'm going to talk to him about it...
wish me luck.